Don'T Blink, Because Anything Could Change In the Span of a Second

You told me all I need is change
 
But..what if if I don’t want to be altered?
 
And what if I’m the one thing that doesn’t need to change?
 
maybe it’s the world that needs to stop
 
It’s spinning around too fast
 
Shaking everything up
 
And it’s hard to see where to go
 
Dust has clouded my sky
 
Everthing I knew is gone
 
Vanished at the slightest tip of the scales
 
Who or what caused it?
 
..I may never learn
 
But the world as I knew it
 
Is Different
 
It has all been modified
 
So maybe I don’t need to change.
 
Maybe the world just needs to stand still for a moment
 
And remember the way things used to be
 
Instead of defining how things should be.
 
I am sick of the accusations
 
That keep coming my way
 
Yes I know I seem stuck in wishful thinking
 
That all I do is dwell on the past
 
But what else do I have?
 
The past is what makes me
 
It shapes my very being
 
So what else do I have ??
 
Friends? family? no…
 
Those bridges set fire

And were left charred beyond recognition 
 
Mutilated memories of laughter and smiles
 
Tainted by mistakes and distrust
 
All I have left is myself.
 
The only thing I have left is Me
 
So I ask you..do you think it is fair of you to even suggest that I change?
 
How can you even justify what you’ve said?
 
And why on earth would I want to change the only constant I’ve ever had?
 
I’ve stayed true to myself
 
When no one else would….
 
Ahh….I suppose what I am really trying to say is
 
That I will change myself when and however I want. 
 
But I will not do it because of what someone else thinks is right for me  
 
I will be Me.
 
Not that person everyone is imagining I could be
 
Because I will never be that person.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Tsiluma Avatar
July 21, 2012 at 12:56 AM
'I will be Me' - nice motto! Change is inevitable but only when it is done on your own terms. Nice free verse Emmalee! And welcome to the Soup!
Brown Avatar
July 16, 2012 at 8:28 AM
A very warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer to you today Emmalee . I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. May you find inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Love, Carol
Gooden Avatar
July 14, 2012 at 1:25 PM
Keep writing.
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