Don'T
DON’T
High above the roaming golden shore a young girl stands on top
Of a rocky cliff
Looking down and just as she was about to leap into the icy waters
Of a welcoming twist of blind faith
She looks up to the heavens one last time
And says:
I might be blind but I can see that you never gave a damn about me
For deep within that taint twisted black heart of yours
I’m nothing more but a throw away puppet whose hearts strings have made your hand bleed
And now as I stand here ready to leap into these icy waters of heaven and hell
I can feel your silent tears fall upon me
But I beg don’t you stand there and say that you understand how I feel way deep inside
For you never did before and for you to say that you some day will would be more then laughable
So don’t suddenly start acting like you care when we both know that when I look into your eyes
It’s the sight of me that we both can’t stand
Don’t say how much you love me for you don’t even know the meaning of that word
Don’t try to comprehend my feelings
Cause that would be just a big waste of your precious time
For you don’t know nothing about me
You never even tried
And I’m so sick of you keep acting like I owe you some speck of everlasting emotions
I’m telling you now I’m moving and picking up the pieces of what’s left of my shattered heart and throw away the rest of your un needed love
So you see my love
What’s done is done
For I never been the person that you thought I was
The very thought of you only sickness me
And its pretty sad how easily you were fooled into believing that you could ever beat me in my own game
For in the morning I’ll be soon one leaving you alone to remember that I’m everything that you could never be
Remembering all the times you chose not to believe in me
That you chose to ignore my open arms
There’s nothing left to prove except to pay the price of own self inflected love that we both created a love that we once believed would last forever
And now an I take our love and leap into the icy water of hell
I’ll give it one final kiss and watch it slowly fade away
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Copyright © Jack Oritx | Year Posted 2014
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