Do You See Me Or At Least Hear Me

Can you see me or at least hear me he’s gotten so big I wish you got to meet him you would have loved him I know you would have mommy i miss you why did you have to die do it ever matter that I cry why did you kill yourself why did you have to hide why didn’t you tell me how you felt inside no it’s okay everyday you see me but I never get to see you and that’s not fair I wish I could clone you take a peace of your hair before you left and... say how is heaven is it pretty up there what am I saying of course it is because your there I wish I could be there to but I’m not you why mommy did you hurt yourself that way you should have told me so I could of saved you that day but I’m not mad at you mommy I’m mad a the drugs that took you away and I just wrote this to say hey do you see me or at least hear me I love you mommy and tell grandma I said hey.