Do you let yourself get told

Since when have you been so afraid? I just appear and disappear. What have I said? Were my tears dripping something that were shocking? Wasn't your mind playing that die? What specifically is my fault? You ignore you and I pairs You do not stay inferont It is alright I do not too But why do you say you do Why do you say you do not care Why do you say it's alright Why do you act like we play hide and seek? Haven't I catch you dozens of times, getting away from my flowers, putting away my choclate stars? Were your pockets already full? Or were they made free? Were you protecting them to get filled? I have just adored do not mind. Now I do not answer you see, Haven't I just walk away by your attemption? Does it seem rude? Was your sitting next to her not enough? Was your telling her she is pretty not enough? Was your she is the smartest not enough? Infront of all choosing her rather than your best friend. My brother waved at you, I did not even tell him about you. I sat at the ground that day, pulling him at the collar asking: ,,Who were you waving to?" ,,both" ,,did they smile at you or wave back?" ,,yeah he smiled." My hand stood still. ,,who? The one I told you to wave to?" ,,no, the other." ,,he smiled at you? Did he wave back?" ,,I am not sure" Why does my hand shake? ,,Are, you sure?" He nodds.