disordered

am i going crazy?
those words will consistently ring out in my head
like a bomb that has just struck land
sometimes it feels like you're walking on eggshells
forever i am labelled as i am unbalanced
unstable
my head is so loud
but so quiet at the same time

like the silent whirring of tv static
head-splitting chattering is buried deep within my brain
they are just parts of me
i am not insane
just disordered
i begin to disassociate 
and ill detach from this place
maybe soon ill function properly 

maybe you'll realize i am not insane
and just coping

how did i end up this way?
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March 18, 2025 at 6:51 AM
Lovely reflection. We all have moments like this. I came to feel the same after a fall. Partial amnesia.
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