Discomforted By Integrity

I wonder how many parents of students suffer from studying and teaching white nationalism against tides of multiculturing change. And I wonder what our school boards and state departments of bored children and family thinkers and doers feel about child abuse and neglect to actively love especially wounded children too familiar with chronic stress disabling pathological fear, paranoia climate anxiety mentally unhealthy domestic anger mismanagement, demonizing races and disintegrative mandates against reporters of conspiring monocultural and/or monotheistic abusers and multicultural neglect epicenters. And I wonder how Green EcoSchools in resilient ecovillage cooperative democratic communities might one day mentor families better, and healthier for individual egos, eco-nomic and eco-logical multicultural restoring eco-design, implementation, planting and cooperatively harvesting Future Searches mutually investing in non-violent ego-divesting communication of unnecessary and unhealthy monocultural mental illness and un-historical inaccurate monotheistic unspiritual pathologies like white nationalism. And I wonder why the brilliant mother and doctor grows uncomfortable with politically correct optimization of democratic health care, which could be ego-therapeutically recentered for optimally robust EarthTribe empowerment outcomes if also eco-politically centered on ecotherapeutic political healing of monocultural threats and monotheistic supremacy theories like cancerously autonomous nationalism. And I wonder if multiculturing/polytheistic Earthism comes in diverse colors like white and red and blue and green and black and brown and ultra-violet and polycultural genders and polyphonic classroom harmonic experiences of WinWin loving synergetic relationships immunizing against racist and sexist voices at home and/or white nationalist church for ZeroZone non-sectarian learning and sacred non-violent listening for ego/eco-harmonic co-mentorships. I wonder if my dad's and his dad's racist nationalism, disguised as white Christian patriarchal moral entitlement, originally intended as WinWin spiritually divine/humane integrity, would have remained abusively within me active and consuming as global cancer and simulcast absence of a multiculturally intelligent boundary system, Able to discern climate healthy GreenAllies from race and gender patho-unlogical RedPredators, within my own gated paternal skin because I met, and loved at public enculturing school, teachers administrators secretaries nurses and social workers therapists and cooks and dishwashers male and female peer leaders black and brown and white, Catholic and Protestant and Jewish and Muslim and Buddhist and Taoist and Hindu, and Rastafarian, and Bahai and Jain and Native American EarthWorshipers, and Agnostics and Atheists and Humanists... more non-violent in words and dance and song, light and breath, natural ecology and spiritual theology naturally robust gratitude for more than the most self-glorifying anti-spiritual monoculturing white national conspiracy unnatural theory competition against overwhelming ancient polyculturing gospel grace of this sacred PositivEnergy cooperating EarthPlace inviting each multiculturing species to mutually unitarian holiness. I wonder why I experience communion best when part of a nurturing fire-circle warming starlit nights in a robustly timeless fertile forest. I wonder if it is not the politicization of health care that concerns fire-circle cooperatively empowered me more than last night's lack of sleep. Rather it is de-politicization of wealth, the anti-democratization of healthy subclimates measured as long-term true relational wealth which theoretically happens, special case, because of competitive Win/Lose business creation models for economic medical care delivery disassociated from our healthier profits trusting wise commitments to EarthCentric democracy, commitment to truly holistic polypathic flowing rivers, inside as outside, solidarity with resilient mountains in communion, inside as outside, preventive of pathology's absence of care, inside as outside, regardless of pre-existing competing political conditions and child abusive conspiracy theories. I wonder how many parents of students suffer from studying and teaching white nationalism against healthy tides of multiculturing wealthy change.