Disappearing Childhood

Once all I wanted was to.....
Grow up,
Fend for myself,
Have a job I chose,
A job I loved;

Now I am not so sure....
That I want the responsibility,
The power;

I am starting to wish that...
I had not wished my childhood away,
I had not squandered it,
I could stay young forever;

But I don't think the child in me......
Ever has to leave,
Or grow up forever;

As I grow up....
The black and white world is bolder,
The world of grays I knew as a child is fading,
The soft grays of myths and legends are turning to the harsh black and white 
Everyone believes in,
The black and white world is solid,
And can be proven,
The gray is little more than cotton fluff in a gale;

My childhood is disappearing before my eyes....
I will miss the freedom,
But I will never lose the child in me.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2011



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Date: 5/30/2015 6:08:00 PM
Congratulations on a well-deserved win! Way to go! Pandita
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Date: 5/28/2015 3:09:00 PM
AMELIA, Congratulations, that is all :-) **SKAT WAS HERE** <---- copy paste.... hardy har har
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Date: 5/31/2011 7:28:00 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved feature this week Amelia. Love, Carol
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Date: 5/30/2011 6:50:00 PM
Sorry, Amelia
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Date: 5/30/2011 6:49:00 PM
Congratulations on your poem being featured this week, Vince
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Date: 5/29/2011 5:15:00 PM
I like this. I hope I never grow up. Peter Pan is one of my favorite movies. My wife thinks I'm crazy but after 46 years, she's still there. Congrats on the feature. Vince
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Date: 5/29/2011 4:50:00 PM
Amelia~~ Congratulations on your featured poem of the week.. Nice to stop by and check out all featured poem. Have a wonderful day~always,..p.d.
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Date: 3/28/2011 6:10:00 PM
Enjoyed this piece Amelia, will look you up again.
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Date: 3/28/2011 2:26:00 PM
This poem fills me with such longing.....beautiful, Amelia!!!!!
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