Diminished Feelings

as my mind erupts,insanity take a hold of me the thought of losing her was one thing,now the loneliness kick's in the sadness and sorrow flows above me like a river I try so hard to get her out of my mind I thought to myself,it was harder than I thought to ignore the fact your gone. I thought,should I stay or should I go should I make a choice by making a commitment I don't want to regret. was it fact or fiction,all she wanted was to be loved be cared for. I should respect her feelings,so much was at stake, so little time I never knew how hard to lose her was this bad now your gone,I have to start all over back to 1.