Diary of a Love Affair

Those tender sweet beginings I called you sweet You said you no I'm not And god I thought you were so hot I couldn't wait for that next mail With building excitement and trepidation through this sweet trance I'd sail We had the silly stupid fights We'd say the stupidest of things And then we'd make up all the night What a sweet rollercoaster Up and down and all over Full of passion and crazed raw emotions Of wanting and needing God what a commotion And then one day You had to say Words I wasn't familiar with Not for me I thought Suspiction rained I ought To have seen it comming You said I'd changed If I had it was not my doing You seemed so cold I felt it so You'd cooled so much I know And then came the days that became so long Long lonely nights pouring tears into my favourite song It no longer is I cant bear to hear It cuts me up and makes me shed a tear Of passions hot that burning kind Of passions where you feel you're loosing your mind And then I knew there was no more excuses You always promised you would say if you felt you couldn't stay It would have been better had it been that way But no you had to take it all wrong So now all I have is that song No more can I listen it cuts me up inside All because of your stupid damn pride To admit we all make mistakes You got it all wrong you made it a mess All you had to do was answer a yes And admit it was a stupid fight And now I cant bear to have you in sight Not because I am angry or mad I am just feeling so low and sad Of silly miscontrued conversations You got it all wrong why cant you see You got all the wrong impression from me And all because of stupid pride We're both cut up and hurting inside Maybe one day you'll see what you've lost The love of a woman who loved you the most She loved you enough to let you go She never could hate you for mucking up so