Diagnosed

They came to me and said we have a diagnosis, after a few weeks of tests, its no longer a guess. What i no longer have to be afraid, i no longer have to cry, no i longer have to wonder why. Now i can can just sit here right? Wonder what to do next and try to say positive and be strong right? Want honesty want to be true its not as easy as it looks when u know everyone is worried and looking down on you But dont worry about me, i am more than just a man in a man with ability. God gives all something inside and thats called love for one another and hope and that something we all cling to dearly when we need it most And if it is my time he will call on me and if it is thats when i will let that hope go You guys will have to also because he will need me more than you do Thats just how love works but this doesnt mean i dont love you. See we are all chosen to do certain things in life Let start our path this day I am changing my life for the better now from this moment forward each day i will pray.