Destines Dire Designs

I wish I never fell into your abyss Wish I never dared to meet those enticing lips Wish I never felt your heroin kiss That had me floating, cloud nine: The ultimate bliss I wish I never laid in your bed Settled into the crevices of arm and chest I wish I never gave in, to the chemical mess When it left decades of pain, just to suppress Our passion; a ball of fire, crashing into a wall frozen Shards of ice, shot into fragments, through the air as a token Of what two powerful people can create, when energies start exploding There our lips fused, while icicles came crashing around the broken Two people, dark histories. Instant connection and pull, automatic bondable I was forced to be with you, through destinies designs and obstacles I just tripped over you, we fell into each other, it wasn't optional The invisible rope dragging us as one, was unstoppable To this day 17 years on, I still feel the zap of the current to entwine I understand now because, even though parts of us were sublime It was chaos in your home, with our auras, trying to unite We just bought the house down, back when you were mine But no other connection, fired and froze my soul, this way Acceptable or dreadful, wrong or right, I can't forget your face I wish I could neglect you. I wish you peace, but faraway It's hell knowing we have this, still, till this day... I wish God could stop me missing you, with every step I claim I hate having to care for you, cringe, at the sound of your name I don't wanna vent to my friends, because we can't communicate Bore them with my agony and anger. I need this to dissipate I wish, we didn't miss each other from over a decade, of a thousand yesterdays