Desperate Junky

wide awake my stomach aches-thinking again will this ever end wishing to be i the druggy hallways-to drown my cries not caring i almost died-so wrong and not right my thoughts their hard to fight-still wide awake getting harder and harder to take saying to myself just one more blast before i put it all in the past wishing the high would forever last i thought i could take this but i cannot shake it runnimg around in circles looking for light at the moment my future's not looking so bright lie me on the groun i feel as if i'm going to drown my air is gone it's hard to breath please shine down on me and set me free all i see is a dirty needle creeping closer and closer wanting me until the end calling meit's only true friend cannot take anymore i want to scream stay the hell outta my god damn dreams for dreams do come true i've finally said we are through i wake up swetty and shaky my head is pounding all i want is to combust into a million lieces why does that blast have to mentally last forever i will want it forever i will long and forever i will fight with all my might to maybe live another sober day