Desperate Junky
wide awake my stomach aches-thinking again will this ever end
wishing to be i the druggy hallways-to drown my cries
not caring i almost died-so wrong and not right
my thoughts their hard to fight-still wide awake
getting harder and harder to take
saying to myself just one more blast before i put it all in the past
wishing the high would forever last
i thought i could take this but i cannot shake it
runnimg around in circles looking for light
at the moment my future's not looking so bright
lie me on the groun i feel as if i'm going to drown
my air is gone it's hard to breath
please shine down on me and set me free
all i see is a dirty needle creeping closer and closer
wanting me until the end calling meit's only true friend
cannot take anymore i want to scream
stay the hell outta my god damn dreams
for dreams do come true i've finally said we are through
i wake up swetty and shaky my head is pounding
all i want is to combust into a million lieces
why does that blast have to mentally last
forever i will want it forever i will long and forever i will fight with all my might
to maybe live another sober day
Copyright © Marcie Keene | Year Posted 2009
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