Depression
No sleep, the pills I pop my veins dance
with lust, it's a must, my depression grows deeper,
redefined my art, my heart black as tar I have grown apart, my bones de-attach from my soul I have seen souls..
My depression seen holes, why must I cry?
My tears dried out years before I came out..
my future was planned from hand to hand...
My depression, my depression, my depression has no name, I have bent over for the devil as he whispers , "open up" my heart grows weak.
My breast sink , my eyes red with blood stains,
come dance with me as I dress up for the
ball, as Satan calls.
I've lived through the pain and anxiety grows
deeper, my lungs fill up with smoke Satan puts
his hands on my neck I choke.
The nights young as I pull the trigger ,
I pull my head back ;open my mouth ;
pull the trigger but dust comes out.. I live...
I drop to my knees as Satan's pleased..
the pain still there I'm running out of air ;
but still I live...
My depression
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