Depression

i feel all empty inside like theres no possible way to see the light my heart is dark and cold you see because nobody loves me i hate the way i live my life depression hurts it can take away your life but i guess thats something that will never change no matter what it wi9ll be the same i just wish i knew a easy way out how to be happy once again without faking a smile sometimes i think to myself why am i like this? is this what lifes truly about? i dont get why i am like this i have nothing to be depressed over i guess things just happen people change but why me? what have i done to deserve all of this? the millions of questions i constantly ask myself as i'm laying here alone waiting on someone to save me love me take me home but i guess that will never change theres no one there for me depression hurts so very bad its slowly killing me