Depression.

It happened when I was 10. It got worse when I was 12. My life was never the same. And now its just pure hell. I haven't been happy in a long time. Bad things just continually happen to me. Every day I get let down. I always end up angry. Depressed for so long, its become my life. Its who I am. I will never overcome this depression. No psychiatrist has yet to actually listen. Depression is me. A sad life I lead, just waiting to be dead. My depression is spontaneous, it can be sparked by anything. Sometimes I want to cry but I do not allow myself. On the inside I am constantly screaming. I am so full of pain. Depression. It will never go away.