Dependent

This world is crazy, So many paths, Not sure which one to go down. But no matter how happy you could make me, So scared I think I should be alone right now. So many guys ask me out and I think its just a shame, My heart keeps me on lockdown, My minds says they're all the same. I'm just another "pretty face", Until the next girl comes along. Goodbye is not something that I can take. I've tried my heart, I've gave it my all. But it's just too fast how I may fall, For all the wrong people. I'm not my own best friend, Too often I depend on love to cure the emptiness I feel. But in this world now, I doubt there's an existing love that is real. I protect myself, But from what? My heart can't be broken any more.