Deny My Choices

you got me down you got my frown now I am frozen pitiful and self-loathing trapped in this ocean drifting with the tides weaken by your lies I had faith I'd pretend I couldn't see I was blind you were my friend I just ignored the signs now alone troubled and cold the warmth has me crying I tried to give up but I couldn't cut dying maybe tomorrow the sun will shine maybe tomorrow I won't be crying maybe tomorrow you'll stop lying maybe tomorrow I will quit denying all this misery for no decision see