Deja Vu

I am not bitter I am just not in love My heart isn’t stimulated with chemicals Making things feel light and airy Like anything is possible I am not bitter I am just waiting So patiently it’s painful Knowing you are out there Living your life Praying that you want the same I pictured you the other night so clear You were standing by a tree It was to the right of you As I walked up You were so excited to see me You just knew exactly who I was Arms open smile so inviting I couldn’t say no No hesitation I felt safe and seen And you said to me “Where have you been?“ I think about this vision a lot It came to me on my trip abroad You had brown wavy hair full with volume Your eyes soaked me up like a sponge I can’t get you out of my head I feel like I will know your face when I see it I look for you on planes I look for you in grocery stores Yet again waiting Holding on to this dream Comforted by the realness Stuck in my head more than my favorite song Until I am met with Deja vu Then I know all my wildest dreams can come true