Deep Thought

Man why am i so scared DAT i just keep hurting her man i cant keep doing this 2 her she given me so much more then any of the guys i been with she deserve someone much Betta then me n all the things i said n did 2 her after wat she done just 2 make me happy to the point dat for the past 2 weeks dat i cry myself to sleep or feel like it i told myself i never fall for another gurl this deep till i met her n now all do is cry 4 her n hurt her n to be in her arm i dream of lover past i see her so sad cuz of me i swear i see the hurtness in her eyes an i just want her here till the day i die lovin her is all i need 2 have i need 2 understand all her pain dat she has in her eyes n heart with out her ima just a lonley it wrong dat put my xgf's b4 u but not any more ur all i want and it the truth dat i want keep 2 u but it seem every time we talk it like i try not to think of all the time i had u to myself i mess up or hurt u it suck that it like this i rather just freaking die with out u in my life as my wife but i pretend that it don`t hurt it do like hell till i ask myself how much am i have to take till i crack it like i think of u or fall a sleep thinking of u and every day i stay looking at my fone hopeing n preying that u call me but u never do it to the point that im gaveing up on everythin an even LOVE cause all that happen wen ur in love all u get is burn in the end or wen u end it