Deep Inside Me

I feel like I'm drowning down in the deep sea trying to escape from all my problem(my pain) I wished I was never born they said I wasn't good enough I listened but never protested I smile all day crying all night I looked okay but I wasn't alright hard to explain they talk to much as if they know everything about me the hate inside their heart like I have done something to them I looked to them a girl with no feeling I asked myself if I really am like that I wondered seeking for an answer trying to stop my pain hard to explain I said why bother to cry why bother to give a about them I wish they could see my pain but know I don't care putting my problems aside I just wanna live Just my dream life