Deep Down Inside

In my heart, there's a tune dying to come out The solitude makes me feel so carefree and you don't talk trash about me like some I feel like I've been taken advantage of...what's that all about? This song needs to have more passion...make me taste freedom Don't let the drown... Deep down inside, I need you to leave my side I'll meet you when I begin my journey Deep down inside, I want you to set me free from bondage I need your support to push aside The waves of fears - it overwhelms my heart My dreams are nowhere in sight Deep down inside, I feel your attention is on me I know you have sympathy... Deep down inside... I tried to speak my mind, But you healed it and I started to unwind I strayed away into my perplexing maze But I was guided by your graceful gaze Deep down inside, I felt truly happy to find someone who feels for me and there's no need to hide my feelings, though I don't fully abide In the tranquil light I should've known that you were right About where I stand I'll be a man... Deep down inside, I think I can I think I can I'll meet you when I arrive on the other side Deep down inside, I want you to set me free from the emotional mess I need your support to push aside The waves of misery - it weighs down my heart My nightscares are gone this holy night Deep down inside, I feel your eyes on me lovingly I know you have serenity... Deep down inside... Feelings of losing you Floods my thoughts, burning me with terror and distress Hoping for a miracle to make me as fresh as morning dew My blood is at a high temperature...watch out or you'll be caught up in my mess... is there anything to address? do you have something to confess? 'Cause deep down inside, I know you're hiding something from me I believed in your fairytales... I put my trust in your spellbinding words You don't have a clue what emotions strike me at this very moment You made me look like an idiot in front of everybody... Now I'm considered a "nobody"!! Your speech enticed me You won't listen to my side Of the story But deep, deep down inside, You care...do you care to tell me what's going on? All of my faith in you has died why do you pretend that I'm gone? maybe it would've served you right if I didn't exist.... You scared away my confidence...now I feel neglected Deep, deep, deep down inside Deep down inside, I wanted you to know what upsets me the most is hearing you boast I need to forgive you to move forward Passed the challenges in this race - my legs are aching, but I won't complain just like my classmates in my smelly dorm My feet run swiftly and I'm soaked as if I was caught up in a rainstorm My gifts have more meaning than it ever did before Deep down inside, I feel you're ignoring me on purpose I know you're suffering from this heartless disease Deep down inside... You haven't really put my mind at ease You were there to please Your own heart's wicked ambitions and admirations While I'm taking a while to recover... Now I feel unimportant and unsure And I'm screaming silently... I wish I can get over you... I'll get over it... I have the man guts To move on and find someone else who will cherish me, not treat me like rubbish You erased my fantastic pictures of the joyous future...that was very uncalled for - you act so immature Do I feel a special connection with you? the answer is there, Deep down inside...