Decipher His Thoughts

i came across a case like historians who failed to decipher scripts of old age i failed to read his mind who through his actions had put it on display i failed to read his actions kept his life locked behind the doors never letting me in and knowing what he was going through i foolishly tagged him blamed him “for ruining our friendship” the mizpah, the bond that kept us close broke in an instant bringing my world to an “blackout” my nights turned haunted again the savior absquatulated me again my ghosts began to rule over me again leaving me in a state of despair