Death

First it was mom then it was you I still can't believe that any of it is true What you did not anyone else can do Single Dad trying to raise your girls as best as you could Everytime I think of you I can't help but cry in the mist of all this I walk around with a smile I still don't know why my life has to be like this And honestly if given a chance I'd give death a hard fist Dear Death you are more than just a life snatcher I wish you I could be the one to end you faster You snatch happiness , love and peace from people And more over you snatched my will to live I hate you to such a point that I'm no longer afraid of you. The only thing that fills my mind is the ifs I feel responsible for his death if only I tried to get help . But I was only a child what could I have done . Unfortunately What is done cannot be undone. Here I am trying to move on Here I am trying to reach you You have crossed over I can't even touch you or feel you I'm sorry if I had the power to change your fate but I didn't I love you and I will forever do so Until now I've always cried about mommy But know don't but for you . It's like I knew death was coming for you But I took it likely , my carelessness cost you your life . And everytime I act like it's alright it makes me cry every night Sorry and I love you