Dear Shavon

I had a long talk with myself earlier today, and I decided that I ‘m keeping both 
guys in my life. Yes, I know you told me to choose one, but I can’t. Boss he’s my 
heart and I can’t let him go. Yes, I’m just going to get hurt by him again, but my 
heart can take it. I’m looking stupid in the face, yes I know this, but I don’t care. 
Jamont is awesome. He treats me right; we never fight, or argue.Our relationship 
is so great, it’s like it’s out a fairy tale. But it’s too good to be true. They both 
promised that they wouldn’t break my heart, but Boss already did, and I think 
Jamont go do the same. Boss knows that if he wants me back, I’ll come running, 
and I don’t think he’s taking me for granted. I know for a fact if Boss didn’t feel the 
same about me he’ll tell me. Whenever I talk to him I get an “I Love You”. Now 
Jamont, I know he’s falling for me, cuz I’m falling for him too. He’s cute, funny, 
and I’m glad he’s in school doing something with his life. Whenever I need him, 
he’s always there. I talk to him every night on the phone; he comes to see me 
four times out the week. And our relationship aint based on sex. It’s based on 
feelings. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have feelings for either one of them. Because 
it seems like every time I get feelings for a dude, I always get hurt. I wish I could 
say “Forget Love” but I can’t. I need it in my life. So thanks for all the advice, I 
really needed it, but I can’t live without them.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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