Dear Love

I'm meant to write sooner but I have just been busy, simply because you are the one that left me feeling dizzy... I am not mad, I just think it’s messed up that you don't answer fast... You are still the same since I last saw you and yes I still have the scars just so to remind me of you... Slick and u creep unannounced like a thief in the night; you came my way when I was not expecting your sight... Why did you have to do what you did if you didn't want to do it...? All you had to say was that I'm not for you and you were not here to stay... And for that you left me with hate, unbearable pain and you say you showing me my mistakes... When we both know that your existence is the mistake... I begged and pleaded for you, wishing and hoping that you would listen to me... But to you I'm the puppet that you pull the strings to a never ending play... So hear me out and hear me good when I say... That you are not going to change me for I am this way... Pity is just a shame that you think that you are in control were as truth be told I will not let you, as an unseen entity to move my being... Kind regards You