Dear Love ,

Dear _____ , You make me want to scream into a pillow, Just so noone will hear me. But they see that your "love" is hurting me, More than you will ever understand. I have so many things too say, But I fear that nobody is listening. I keep hearing the same answer, Too my questions. Someone once told me to ask a different question. But what would I have to say? Everyone wants me too say "I'm done." But all I want to say "I don't want it to end this way." Too much feelings, their getting caught up. I forget the feelings i have. Until you say one word, then everything pop's up. I've never fell in love before, This is as far as I have gotten. Sometimes I feel like crying but I know that won't get me anywhere. I've watched you walk away, and wanted to stop you from going. And I whisper to myself "I love you." softly, So you wouldn't hear it anyway. I didn't want to drive you away. But everytime I want too, The words just won't come out. To you it may sound mushy or childishly cute. You may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed. Then I try to tell you exactly whats on my mind Yet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to Miss you more with each passing of the day And that I want to be with you Come whatever time in May.