Dear God (I Been Struggling)

Dear God I been struggling all my life for the sins I committed I paid the price learned to live with regrets and sacrifice da da da da da da da da da da da I contain unspeakable secrets in the depths of my mind my eyes have witness the wickedest sickness of mankind In been conflicted at times by my on mind confined implicated in crime and briefly confined Now I'm a family guy and there much more than worth it but what if all the beef from my past comes to the surface that's not what I sweat I got theLord to protect if the strings get pulled on the devils marionettes but in the event they approached with the intent of my death I'd still send shots down the center like I'm dialing collect always a peaceful cat except for my youth when I swore that I wore a bullet proof gorilla suit and in the heat of the streets deepest beefs I found every shot that came would miss be by a country mile until that one that came to erase the life of Dwayne it murder portions of me and the rest if left in pain in a since he's still here cause his blood flows through my veins and my faith dictates I can see him again all though the pain never lessens their are lessons in pain for what does not kill me gives me strength to gain Dear God I been struggling all my life for the sins I committed I paid the price learned to live with regret and sacrifice da da da da da da da da da da da