Dear Diary

Dear diary, When I first met him He was annoying to me. Wasting my time every time he would speak. But the more we would talked The more he would open Explaining to me that he was heartless And at that moment everything changed My feelings for him weren’t the same I had to prove to him his heart could be change But in doing so I gave him my heart by mistake And as time past My love grew stronger And I somehow I knew he felt the same We would talk for hours All night and day He became my best friend My everything But distance kept us apart And soon reality hit us hard He was lonely and needed someone there Someone he was able to touch So I began to understand “Us” wasn’t enough Then “She” came into the equation And as much as I didn’t like it I couldn’t change it So I tried to let it go I tried to ignore “The I love yous” ”the pictures” ”the love” But it broke my heart secretly Because I saw him no longer loved just me But I’d never let him know these feelings And through time I tried to let him go Before I got hurt anymore But he would suck me back in With just a phone call nothing more Such a shame Over more time I grew to except the fact I could never let him go Till I stopped holding on I started slowing taking my heart away Piece by piece making sure it was safe And now I see him and her and just smile Because my emotions haven’t been in me for a while And now after all that’s happened All the tears that I cried It finally never bothers me If he goes to sleep thinking about her at night