Dear Diary
Dear diary,
When I first met him
He was annoying to me.
Wasting my time every time he would speak.
But the more we would talked
The more he would open
Explaining to me that he was heartless
And at that moment everything changed
My feelings for him weren’t the same
I had to prove to him his heart could be change
But in doing so I gave him my heart by mistake
And as time past
My love grew stronger
And I somehow I knew he felt the same
We would talk for hours
All night and day
He became my best friend
My everything
But distance kept us apart
And soon reality hit us hard
He was lonely and needed someone there
Someone he was able to touch
So I began to understand
“Us” wasn’t enough
Then “She” came into the equation
And as much as I didn’t like it
I couldn’t change it
So I tried to let it go
I tried to ignore
“The I love yous”
”the pictures”
”the love”
But it broke my heart secretly
Because I saw him no longer loved just me
But I’d never let him know these feelings
And through time I tried to let him go
Before I got hurt anymore
But he would suck me back in
With just a phone call nothing more
Such a shame
Over more time I grew to except the fact I could never let him go
Till I stopped holding on
I started slowing taking my heart away
Piece by piece making sure it was safe
And now I see him and her and just smile
Because my emotions haven’t been in me for a while
And now after all that’s happened
All the tears that I cried
It finally never bothers me
If he goes to sleep thinking about her at night
Copyright © Dominique Mcgee | Year Posted 2011
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