Days That'Ve Past By

It's just...what else could possibly go wrong Cold afternoon on a warm day or is it just in my head I'm just staring up at the sky I'm just staring at the sky, wondering why it has to be... I guess I'm still in denial of every little thing Why it has to be me falling through the ashes of the days days that have past by I've been losing pieces of myself ever since Friday of March No, wait my mistake February 26th,2010 All I know to be true is buried in the bottom of an empty bottle has fallen apart in my arms Somehow I found myself tangled in far from mild mannered drama Monday, no wait my mistake Saturday came to discover one of my dear friends almost became a friend of Death Sunday I had to endure a tragedy a personal tragedy that my dear grandfather passed away and a person I was completely obsessed with spent five months with, called her my everything got tired of me and fed me to sharks laughed viciously as she threw me in quicksand to die Instead of a relationship I thought we both enjoyed it was really just 5 months of her biding her time just to find a way to toss me aside and fill me in on every dastardly deed her and her new lover could torment me with It doesn't stop there... she chose the date she chose to choose the date to begin it all on the date we actually first came to be... or really was it the date we claimed to be...in love So... now... everything... close to me... close to me... everything... now... so... I don't know... I'm screaming but the sand is filling my lungs while the sharks rip me apart