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Day I Dread

I know my life is moving slowly ahead But there is a day coming that I dread. It is the day I came to this earth. It is the day to of my own birth. For that was always the day My children would display Their handmade gifts of Their devotion and love. But my babies are now 5 years gone And am trying not to be withdrawn. But as this day draws near I valiantly fight my tears. But it is to no avail As they lead their trail Down my puffy face As if they are in a race. I am really really trying Hard to keep from crying As my heart is torn apart But from me resolve departs. The tears flow and flow As my hurt does grow. No one will remember me As no one ever does you see. God please forgive me Lord please hear my plea. Take care of my kids please I am begging on my knees. Never make this pain abate As I know this was my fate. Make sure they are in good care And this soul wrenching pain I shall bare.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2009




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Date: 9/25/2009 8:15:00 AM
Bless you Kristy. heart wrenching stuff. x
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Date: 8/11/2009 3:06:00 PM
very very sad...a pain few can have known...please don't blame yourself...grrth
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Date: 8/11/2009 10:45:00 AM
Sad, but lovely poem Kristy>>James
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Date: 8/11/2009 10:35:00 AM
Good afternoon Kristy. I just finished entering some of the contests going on here at the Soup. Now I am going to read some of the poems written here. Thank you for sharing yours. Look through the contests maybe you might want to enter some of them also if you haven't already. Love, Carol
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Date: 8/10/2009 10:04:00 PM
Oh honey, I am so sorry you are going through all this. Just know you are not alone. We love you and I can only imagine how hard it is for you. Its hard enough for me, I think you handle it all so well. You are a good person and your kids will see that. You will see them again honey. They can just look at all your writing and see how much you love and want them, and they'll know.......Love Wicked Aleera
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