Darkness You Fear
I look at you and i see myself
Hatred bubbling between us
Can't Change the past or stop the pain
Just wanting to be held again
Sex and drugs over powers you
You slip away into the haze of the past
And I can't keep waiting
To see how long this lasts
So I scream into the night
The fire burns within me
I have to find a release from you
Because if I don't I'll fall into a blackness
The tears run down my face
But I hold back my dying rage
You were once in a lifetime
You laugh and smirk, its all a big joke
The ultimatium is what you wrote
The knife in my heart is getting deeper
And it burns with eternal flame
This pain will never stop
You are all to ****ing blame
So I stop all the fighting
I let myself fall into darkness
The voices in my ears stop
I'm in need of an intervention
All I see is a dark cold world
The pain I feel is released
And I become the darkness you fear
Copyright © Jamie Yost | Year Posted 2012
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