Darkness

Darkness The Hell I live in Forever burns, is black, and is completely alone. It is void of sound and emotions. I have lived here for years. By myself. Delivered by you. Your narcissistic behavior brought Me here on a black chariot. Evil, cruel behavior cut me down. Piece by piece is lost. My emotional control was the first to die. Your words were so cruel. So cutting, a knife through my heart. And when my heart stopped beating  you went for my self control, What I looked like.   The world said I was beautiful. A goddess, a queen. But you said I was ugly.  . Then you beat you my physical body. Broke my face.  Bruises.   More words to break my self esteem. I was awful and worthless at everything. Had to correct even my sentences. I can not even speak correctly. Lastly I was not even worth leaving the house with.  An embarrassment in public. Everything is an argument.  Constantly fighting. You took my soul.   My everything is lost. I am a shell.   Skin and bones. I cant think for myself. Who am I but a ghost  In this Hell. Wandering.  Lost. Empty.