Dark Star

Raziel of mysteries archangel is He is part of celestial bliss There is always motion in universe But knowing that with God will not let you converse Yet there is a hidden motion That mind can feel with its wisdom and emotion That motion is like time And one that can feel it understands time It is a portal For being immortal But beyond that motion There is even deeper hidden motion Knowing them all It is gateway to understanding deepest essences of the soul But that is not to be At least not yet way towards it I cannot see What waits for me is a shallow grave And to be honest I’m not as brave As I’m supposed to be I will fight for my dignity But maybe death rather than black hue Is deep azure blue? As my spirit will bloom Rising towards heaven as if from womb Poetry something special is Because after death name remaining is Like a dark hand it reaches towards light from beyond the grave And spirit can maybe rest if it knows its mark on this world it managed to engrave Laws of man never mattered to me Only light the one that I see If by other Gods to wonder aimless in pit of hell is my destiny Let it be I will fight to get free