Dark Mirror

What do I really see that I hate Is it something that makes me so intimidated Is it that I always wake up feeling dead inside Is it that I shatter into pieces without any worries Being around is like dying hundreds of times The memories that fade inside of me.... go away like gunshots blasting one by one in my soul When I think of the future...hatred goes by so fast As if it shows faith coming from the past What can be interpreted to visualize real pictures What can I really see? Is there evil that can't come out? Or is there just...hate, racism, jealously, pain, pressure, worries, mistakes, death or even doubt But what can be in this mirror? Is it death or just dark?