Crypt and Memories of the Past

Crypt and memories of the past I feel like a corpse in a morgue, I am already that, a living dead My crypt is so cold, dark, blind darkness everywhere, life after life I got up, but the door was closed, this is my prison, found myself here the eternal life Passed years, passed life, forgotten love, only illusion of my life, and illusory of the world, deceit Child age, youth, parents, family, our house, sisters and brothers, girlfriends, workplaces, church, and my bicycle have not existed, it was all make-believe Hmm, very bad this cemetery life, the smell of death, infinite demonic life, and eternal suffering became my class after death Maybe this is Hell. Is this the Hell? Hmm, I don't know, it’s blind of mind, but not a human life, not a man's life, not a human being anymore I want to leave this life, but I can’t this crypt is my jail, there is no light, just memories, and memories from the past run everywhere in my mind Hmm, I can’t do anything, I am a prisoner of my past, when do I get out of here? I don’t know, no idea, time is cruel, my memories kill my life