Crying Alone Surrounded By Pain

If your life has been happy, kneel down and be very thankful to God; crying alone surrounded by pain can only spread sadness inside and around. Tragic was the life of Mary; she wanted to be loved, but her wish was in vain: it ended when she died! Who deserves happiness? it's the decisions we make, it's the challenges we take that shape our tomorrow; our race might be slow, never settling for less! Solitary and dull was the life of Andy, who lived the length of his days to express and show love in a fraternal and caring way; he was wrongly denied affections and crying alone surrounded by pain, he built his actual world stone upon stone based on uplifting wisdom to continue a journey that many wouldn't have taken for uncertainty. Who delved deeper into his brain... until profound meditation was done? Who hasn't celebrated another day when fortunes accumulated and acquaintances applauded? Is someone applauding my saintly meekness? I disagree because incognito is applies to the one who has no riches to display; study the life of the wealthy and that of the indigent who sweeps his miseries under a rug of invisible dust, lest his hardships are greater than yours and you'll be so ashamed to mention them truthfully enraged by the events that caused them to burst louder than big balloons that were meant for festivity! If favor was given to you fairly, honor it; if it was given unfairly, reject it, you haven't deserved it with honesty; I'd rather live with little, refusing gratuities of any kind...not bristling the mind with idiocy! Would it be better crying alone surrounded by sadness and change the reflection in a mirror of unworthiness; wouldn't it be more honorable to consider its liability?