Cry Help They Hear Attention
I cried for help
They called it attention
Worsening how I felt
hurting a horrid situation only had myself
I struggle to describe my pain
So they label me a liar
I felt but could not explain
as depression killed desire
I would be the first to stand at their side
support regardless as though family
many times this act applied
but never offered back to me
truth is people let me down
failed me falsely bailing out
turned to mock
took easy shots
care not not forgot
push to ground
until I left without a sound to never be back around
They say it was in my head
but they all enjoyed a laugh
bandwagon of nasty said
worst friends a man can have
So now I act a total ttyit without a thought for all
thank you to the narcissists don’t care if I’m a fool
I felt like one around you lot of inward looking tools
your reputation fake but saved as down the hill I fall
Why would I care when this world enjoys my pain
that was then
now I’m gucked enjoy it just the same
I can’t cry for help
I can’t cry for help
Within your actions I saw the truth
I’ll use them not words as proof
cus anyone can say a saying
different to intent behaviour
State that I was faking it
take my heart and breaking it
make no mistake I take and take
still I'm awake and proud
I'd rather openly be a clown
than fake hiding truth to be exposed to the whole damn town
I won't be involved at all as I seek too reach potential
but karma can be wonderful and it comes back around
Copyright © Nick Trim | Year Posted 2019
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