Cry Help They Hear Attention

I cried for help They called it attention Worsening how I felt hurting a horrid situation only had myself I struggle to describe my pain So they label me a liar I felt but could not explain as depression killed desire I would be the first to stand at their side support regardless as though family many times this act applied but never offered back to me truth is people let me down failed me falsely bailing out turned to mock took easy shots care not not forgot push to ground until I left without a sound to never be back around They say it was in my head but they all enjoyed a laugh bandwagon of nasty said worst friends a man can have So now I act a total ttyit without a thought for all thank you to the narcissists don’t care if I’m a fool I felt like one around you lot of inward looking tools your reputation fake but saved as down the hill I fall Why would I care when this world enjoys my pain that was then now I’m gucked enjoy it just the same I can’t cry for help I can’t cry for help Within your actions I saw the truth I’ll use them not words as proof cus anyone can say a saying different to intent behaviour State that I was faking it take my heart and breaking it make no mistake I take and take still I'm awake and proud I'd rather openly be a clown than fake hiding truth to be exposed to the whole damn town I won't be involved at all as I seek too reach potential but karma can be wonderful and it comes back around