Cry

Here I am a mess of emotions Afraid to let them out I don’t want to feel out of control Yet I am not sure that there is any Stopping that if I Cry In a room full of people And I still feel all alone I miss my best friend My shoulder to lean on When I needed to Cry I feel my eyes start to water I better go and hide I wouldn’t want anyone to see The pain I feel inside I don’t want them to see me Cry It’s going to be a long night That is for sure Nightmare after nightmare Why can’t the memories give me a little rest? I feel so drained Weak and defeated I feel like I am fighting a never-ending battle And I have the short end of the stick I keep wondering if I am Always going to fight this alone So many times I have been told To let those teardrops fall Yet here I am fighting them Daring my self not to Cry Even though in my heart I wish I could just let go I wish I had someone To cry on