Crazy

This feeling of dread. It's all in my head. Is there ever something wrong with me? Why do I always feel like this? Every little thing tricks my mind. Heart beating out of the chest. Will it just stop suddenly? Taste the blood in my mouth. Something internal? Chest starts to hurt. Is it a disease? Got to stop thinking like this. Hate this fear I always carry with me. Just draining me. I need help Help to reassure. Something in my head just will not listen. Sick of feeling death all around me. Am I going crazy?