Craving Home From This Heart Disease

I didn't just want your hand in mine I needed it I craved you near me I craved to be wanted In the worst way In the end I watched Everyone leave I'm too much of a wild card I'm too hard to love I just can't be enough I've fought I've cried my eyes out Just wishing i had a place to call my own Some where that keeps my nightmares at bay Some place that's meant just for me A home I crave a beautiful silence I long for something or someone to put me at rest I long for someone to take this cold dagger out of my rotting heart To lay their head on my chest To complete me i long for someone to protect me from myself To make my hell something else