Coversations With God
Staring at two white shells
I am wondering on what should ones mind dwell
Saying goodbye to mama wasn't easy
neither was it easy to say hello to you GOD
I've been so loud with not being blamed
I couldn't see my pride before the fall
I am so vain
I just couldn't see the stain
being cynical was suppose to bring relief to the pain
smiling should have brought sunshine after the rain
but crying on the inside of me has stolen my sanity
thoughts of the end of the line has cross my mind
reality wasn't really a good friend of mine
while these crocodile tears gave new life to a lie
my wife could see this fool is about to die
so she threw a prayer out to YOU for me
I didn't see YOU coming
in fact I didn't see YOU in truth
now I am standing at the edge of my youth
at the edge just slipping and lost
why are YOU even concerned with me
the one who cried wolf was in bigger need than me
I am just a disabled prick thinking
of eating away at my guilt
guilt of shelfisness,pride,stubborness and vanity
why didn't YOU wipe me out already
I am just dust
YOU have the whole world in your hands
no need to listen to my petty demands
just let me sink in the quick sands
standing at the cross roads
and it's getting lonely
I miss being really happy
it's like real ice-cream with a choc flake
it will melt away all the hurt for sure
sitting it just moved past three in the morning
what ghastly hour to still be awake
conversations with GOD in it I gladly partake
only HE can spot a brother who is for real from a fake...
Copyright © Phatt Matt | Year Posted 2017
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