Couples Counseling
My early 20s Eldest Black Lives Matter Son
wears his disabling ADHD label uncomfortably,
impatiently,
like a possibly self-redeeming crown
but with unfortunate MessiahComplex thorns
as the Great WhiteMan's sacrificial lamb.
His First, and hopefully last, Girl
is an ADHD Latina,
with sparkling bipolar tendencies
for access to dipolar transparencies,
detaching irony of anger's foolishness,
re-connecting LeftBrain's rapid fire language choices
voicing Mute Elder RightBrain's
wise matriarchal slow-grown intent,
EarthMothers of PostMillennialism Unite!
Let this EgoEco-PatriarchalMatriarchal Cooperative Revolution
begin with me!
Neither my Eldest
nor his First Girl
live
or speak
or always smell,
much less feel
or taste
deeply within sacred ElderWisdom ecological streams
of consciousness.
I suppose this is because
they lack mature WinWin curiosity,
nor retain much dwindling hope,
about how to co-arise
ego-nurturing investments and divestments
rebuilding Earth's ecological ParadiseLost.
Their bedtime stories
lacked egologic of best-invested interests and dreams
embedded in eco-mythos of RightBrain sacred nutrition
feeding on timeless wealthy EarthMother love,
shared wonder,
bilateral ego-eco consciousness.
Love,
including, of course,
this ADHD dipolar active ride
within divine slow-gracing AnimaMundi
bodies with minds,
external skins and sensory experiences
with internal feelings and memories
and storage
and reweaving
and unraveling functions
and dysfunctions.
Loving body natures and mind spirits,
conjoining cooperatives
between healthy mindbodies and wealthy spacetimes
bilaterally co-investing
in future WinWin health
through avoiding past overYanged pathologies.
Each timeless, yet hyperactive, NOW relationship,
seeking Sacred Ecological balance,
equivalency,
symmetry.
Secular EgoYang
conscious-deficited self with other hyperactive
GoldenRule co-optimizers,
investing in ever deeper sacred WinWin Games,
ecological cooperative co-investors
in healthing wealthy restorative purposes
with deep sacred meanings,
sacred wonder as One Ancient EarthTribe.
Deficits in non-violent behaviors
rooted in non-violent communications,
rooted in non-violent sacred integrity of EarthSoul,
HolySpirit Consciousness
rooted in non-violent language and icons
and scripted regenerative harmonies,
rooted in non-violent SacredElder Ecological Behavioral Choices,
nutritional root system mentored
more than taught,
much more than punishingly preached against,
listening for Elder RightBrain
more than over-investing in LeftBrain talk
that does not yet hope to walk.
A deeply sacred ecological problem
for would-be hyperactive lovers,
co-diastatic nurturers,
is looking to an isolated supremacist LeftBrain
to articulate a mature rational response
to Who Are You?
while it is Elder RightBrain
integrating memories
with feelings
of Why Are We?
Why are we healthy democratic
more than pathological plutocratic?
Why are we Yang LeftBrain dominant
when we love Left-Right spiraling fractal-octaves
of multicoloring cultural resonance more gracefully?
Why are we Left-Right WinWin united
double-bound in attachment to cooperative confluence
without requiring uniformity,
so much more free,
conservationally liberated,
fundamentally radical hyperactive creolizing revolutionaries?
Why are hyperactive revolutionaries of love
without cognitive-affective anti-ecological
secularizing
and colonizing
and buying and selling Business As WinLose Usual,
lock-step marching toward pathological climates
of growing dissonance
dismay
depression
suppression?
It seems therapeutic,
in a more restorative healing sort of way,
rather than a retributive terrorizing anti-trust display
between LeftYang hyperactively loving RightYin
kind of slow-blues sway,
swagging reiterating voices back and forth
across generations of time past and future,
Like a front porch squeaking swing
under a slow-growing Starlit Night
of sacred awesome wonder
where we have come from
twinkling back toward us
and where we are heading
in this next millennium of Paradise Found
swinging forward
written in DNA-RNA scriptures,
ego-eco flowing
through nutritional veins and arteries,
back and forth,
in and out,
away from
and toward reweaving bicamerally fueled surfing
educational echoes
of stardust ecstasies.
Swaying through EgoEcoLogical hyperactive restorations
in urgent, yet silent, search
for FullMoon Mythic Dreams
Creation Stories
without anti-ecological RightBrain revolting nightmares
silently shrieking
shrinking
yet still diastatic-seeking AnimaMundi,
HolySpirit,
EarthSoul
Gaian Matriarchal Cooperatives.
Breathers in and out
of Holy Cooperative Spirit
without fear of dualdark monochromatic chaos.
Sacred ecological ReStoration Story Tellers
begin with extended-family cooperative dawn of Earth,
graced by Sun,
multiculturally RightBrain worshiping Holonic Regenerative Spirit,
uncovering fractal wonders of timeless octaves
LightHarmonic
LeftBrain sacred ecological
as Gaian Hypothesis
notnot Anti-WinWin Zeroism=Taoism
Polypathically resonant with Holy patriarchal-matriarchal ZenSpirit,
AnimaMundi, both Empty and Interdependent creolizing ambivalent,
Earth's WinWin Zero-bilateral TaoSoul,
Deeply sacred bilateral WonderSoul,
sometimes LeftBrain attention deficited
to enhance RightBrain SacredElder hyperactivity,
belonging within cooperative consciousness,
both EgoLeft with EcoRight
co-balancing sacred climates,
Within
as without,
below
as above,
deductive
as inductive,
secularWin
as SacredWin,
natureWin
as spiritWin.
HealthWin
as CoInvesting WealthWin.
Copyright © Gerald Dillenbeck | Year Posted 2018
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