Could I Have
Should i have said something
Did I miss a memory
In this hierarchy
Did I understand
On the other hand
was I misunderstood ..
Was that an opportunity
That's the reality?
Was I supposed to help ..
Was I suppose to react
Was I supposed to persuade ...
Was I supposed to be afriaid worried or dounted ..
Why am I now this way ,
Decision went wrong ?
Here begins the troublesome song ...
The inorder hits
Why do my thoughts decay
Why can't I order them and be okay
all a could have should have mess ...
I need to stop the is an instant cress ,
Cant think I want to think i need to study I need to Be there
I need to relax and need to be up
this moment is here , but why isnt it the other moment now what have I done ,
Can i reverse this , Can I repair
Why am I asking so many Questions
Its all in my head ....
To find the rinse of inspirational peace
.... , I need to hold up ,
Theres a lot on. Smile
Awareness inhale
SO many things to take note of and
Cant obey it all , Its all a trace, left behind
what do I note what do I not,
How do I remember the moment..
But kill myself over remembering the unremembered...
Time still is here , I write in these simple words ,
I need to get back , wheres it gone , there is a puddle and there everything sinks
How do I dive and get it up ,
to be assosiated with something else
How do I know all I said here is not false?
Whats all the cause
I need to focus
I need .... optimus
Now its all a clear desk ,
As I let go , the tribe is at rest
Cant it be accepted in what is happening ...
Im too affected , Please , stop the unpredicted gest ,
Copyright © Rose Lil | Year Posted 2017
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