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Costly Reprieve

Costly Reprieve by Jason Williams A hypnotic ritual Holding utensil to flame It hurts to see the bubbling But I’ve no one else to blame I do not care for anyone I only care for me About the next fix to get That's all that I can see Cotton brushes against skin The tourniquet stretches tight My despair will soon be over I’ll have peace all through the night An artificial cure I know Needle piercing flesh and vein Get me through the night I pray I have to end the pain Escape despair is what I seek By any means that I can find Even if it's just for hours, I leave despair behind When I wake I will be sick I’ll be broke, I cannot win I’ll find a way to make it Then I’ll do it all again. Is this the life I wish to lead? Will I ever again be me? Is there a life beyond repair? Will I ever again be free?

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White Wolf

Date: 2/18/2017 1:55:00 AM

Hi, Jason! Darren directed me to this poem! Having lived a rather shady past myself, I found this quite poignant indeed! Great pen my friend.

Jason Williams
Date: 2/18/2017 3:11:00 AM

I'm glad you were able to glean some perspective from it. I guess I've always been rather poignant when it comes to my past mistakes. Keeps me humbled.

Claudia Polydoro

Date: 11/30/2016 4:44:00 AM

This is a strong poem, and it's such a hard subject to talk about. Great poem. (((Hugs))) :*

Jason Williams
Date: 12/4/2016 6:30:00 AM

Thanks Claudia. I value the support of friends like you. (((Hugs)))

Tim Smith

Date: 11/29/2016 11:49:00 AM

The world of addiction is a vicious cycle. I wish you well and remember your loved will always be there not just in the good time...very strong poem

Jason Williams
Date: 12/4/2016 6:27:00 AM

Thanks Tim for your kind words. It's a tough subject to write about, but it helps to remind me of why I left that life behind

Darren White
Date: 11/30/2016 5:12:00 AM

Love is there :) And indeed, not only on good times!

Darren White

Date: 11/28/2016 12:16:00 PM

Hey honey. That is a hard thing to write about, and it is brave and so honest. Thank you for sharing it, and btw it is a wonderful poem! <3

Jason Williams
Date: 11/29/2016 10:45:00 AM

You're right, it is difficult to write about this topic, and even more so to share it with the world. Even though I'm in recovery, the stigma is still there. Glad you liked it baby boo. <3