Corruption of the Body Cancer

With shaking legs and trembling hands 
I hesitant to know if for me my time will soon be at hand

Yes, the news is bad as I choke back a sob to bashful and silent
I hear myself whisper "Why Me?"
 
With needles that prick and poke and bags of poison that force my viens to retract
in the chair I sit looking at others with faces of dispaire and eyes of hope

The only colors we see are of our many scarfs we wear upon our heads 
in hiding the shame for the loss of our once beautiful hair

At times we chat about our family and friends 
but to never speak of why we are there being the cancer we all share

The effects of the treatment are so harsh and severe
you now know death has made an introduction for your soul

You continue to fight through the pain and sickness while crying in silence
do I give up or should I continue to fight and hope

For some the hope has ended with a bitter fight the battle now lost

For others we still hope to win this fight and I continue to
pray each and every night
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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June 8, 2019 at 6:16 PM
I have tears and a huge lump in my throat reading your poem tammy:-( Cancer is a cruel disease we have many friends who are battling ...sadly two are fighting for their lives and my hubby is currently undergoing 6 1/2 weeks of treatment. I spent a week with him in the Uk at the cancer hospital it is truly a humbling experience but those eyes of hope is something i saw and have written about too:-( hugs jan xx
Reams Avatar
June 9, 2019 at 10:00 AM
Thank you Jan. I left Poetry Soup in 2016 due to cancer. I just could not write anymore without it being sad. I'm trying to write again but I can tell my writing is very rusty. I send all my hope to you and you and your husband. Stay strong.
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