Cooperative Resourcing

I was a highly competitive, and chronically frustrated, public and private sector grant writer before I turned to this prose-poetry research format, inspired by reading Buckminster Fuller's universal Left Hemisphere synergetic with, and never dissonant against, his Right Hemisphere's unitarian-holistic flow wave-linear cooperative wealth of reiterating polypathic communication patterns, redundant fractal-fertile rhythms all emanating from his Left patriarchal prominent language and his Right cooperative matriarchal co-passioning Left/Right creolizations, averse to snarky competitive Left v Right narcissistic colonizations, predations not unlike those still too monotheistic angry-God zealous writers, devoid of proper healthy-wealth, NonZero-Zone compassion, generosity, good faith in Earth WinWin historic centrism. I thought we would do better in our CapitalCity investment region, and in Connecticut, and in our New England bioregion, and in North American continental constitutions, and in the Western-RightHand dominant hemisphere, and in any Eastern-LeftRecessive interdependent integrity hemispheres, and on Whole Open System Earth, and throughout this ZeroZone synergetically positive co-relational bilateral outsideYang/insideYin health-wealth resourcing enterprise, Breathing precessively in to breathe recessively out again, thick deductive ego-receiving strength to feel inductively co-passioning eco-habitat giving effluently thin Zero ZenZone outflow Of cooperative planned, balance designed, integrity implemented, synergetically managed, systemically evaluated, and organically re-invested with WinWin compassioning therapeutic intent each grateful breath wave-linear cycle, each compassioning year in a nonsectarian celebration of what we have learned together about how to cooperatively improve our resilient health programs Our co-passionate investments for next breath's next year's healthy-wealth optimization; Which green inside and outside client health outcomes we will expansively grow by watering and feeding most where we are WinWin weak but improving, by maintaining where already WinWin strong and Yang/Yin steady healthflow trending, and divesting of where we remain WinLose stuck drifting off toward terrifying LoseLose climate and monocultural pathologies. So, you might well imagine I was frustrated by sitting alone in front of my monitor and keyboard, writing autonomous ego-centered and in-corporate-centric competitions, while wanting to play a much more WinWin inclusively generous game not in WinLose economic assumptions of ZeroSum competitions ecological and political and social-psychologically ambiguous and dissonantly disempowering unfocused health proposal-writing chaotic messes felt behaviorally and unfaithfully unsettling lack of good faith in both cognitive-Left and emotionally cooperative-Right integrity, As if I lived on an interdependent WinWin Earth outside evinced, while communing with cooperative flocks of birds and our strong-rooted tree habitats and nutritious green self-healthing cooperative forests, while all my inside grant requesting and giving ZeroSum winning or losing voices would not just stop for one ZeroZone silent moment to peacefully smell our cooperatively compassionate organic coffee and herbal tea and whole grain muffins baked in an open regenerative fire circle of Earth's vast timeless trans-historic WinWin bright night light of integral systemic cooperativity.