Conversationalist

I’m not much of a conversationalist But there’s not much I can do Paranoid that this is frowned upon As being just slightly rude It’s a shyness issue a part of me Is it better said or gone without Inside of me I scream and shout Too many people and I just shut down Feelings sometimes I’m looked upon as weak An easy target like I’m asleep I’m fully aware of what‘s going on Just I’m conversation sparse A quiet person that’s all I am No harm to no one Just want to be accepted as the quiet man I’m just not much of a conversationalist And there’s not much I can do