Continuation Regarding Lunatic Roosting Inside Me Noggin Iv

upon one or other posterior cheeks 
of ma bony derriere no lie,
the sharp pain of the needle 
stoically I bore, while my 
thoughts adrift upon cerebral raft 
of mental weaknesses de nigh
yule lovely bones epitomized 
by refusal to eat - 

no hands could pry
jaws of death clutched stranglehold 
on life without bing shy, 
heavily impinged ability 
to function, and fatigued 
when aye did try
to exert myself even minimally, 
and now wonder why....
 
An accomplice devilishly game 
more dishabille coaxing 
than any bon mot
inside Kapellmeister Matthew Scott 
possessed upper hand. 
lack of will power 
to expunge did rot
exhausting cerebral dual
nihilistic paradigm plagued 
ever since a tot.

Mindset robbed positive growth 
development locked with lost weight
indifference affected gamut of other persons 
ambition to terminate tender teen 
dominated, wrought asunder 
aim toward deadly state 
impinged witnessing barely squeaking 
thru majority grades rate
to fail paid poor dividends reaped
Absent perseverance found pate
never sought academic support, 
hence high school diploma hate
to acknowledge, when 
no effort made plus spectral 
of near invisibility 
did NEVER steal a kiss nor date.
 
Thus an attempt for companionship 
(even if limited to online realm
reasonable rhyme I tried to create
also cathartic, holistic, and therapeutic  
courtesy linkedin words
mental anguish I alleviate.
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