Conspiracy

All the while, I speculated 
What we had was concluded 
The glare of enormity
Was in your eyes 
It caused an combustion 
Of covetousness to appear 
Inside of me that I thought
Was long gone 
But without you I’ve 
Really been all alone 
Another simple filling in 
Your space.... but he could 
Never replace the love 
I’ve always had for you 
Just gazing into my eyes
You should know this is true
There is no resistance 
When it comes to you 
I could not contend with
Your advancements of sensualism 
Your firm groping 
Of my derrière 
Reminded me of my femininity 
And of your masculinity 
I have no doubt 
We were meant to be 
What am I supposed to do 
With this craving I have for you 
It is worse than any enslavement 
Around you I just can’t seem to behave
You have this noose around my neck 
And I don’t see how I will ever get loose
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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November 23, 2019 at 7:58 AM
addiction is always difficult.. you are a great writer...
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