Confuzzled

I want to stay I want to go I want to lose myself I want to feel wanted again I want to be affected by something truthfully I never regret anything not even the biggest mistakes I love my philosophies just being me is all I need I talk to 5 guys but they can't fill the void that I'm missing none of them are him none of them can compare unless i'm mistaken cause if there's one out there please show your face I need a distraction a good one right now to make me forget about the ex I fell in love with make me forget all about the hurt I want to stay I want to go I want to lose myself but than I want to see who would miss me when i'm gone.